youre evth good in my life wyn
tdy passed by in a blur. my hrt grows heavier wit every thought of whts been done and said, more so whts going t be done and said in a few days' time. i read your blog, and i cnt understand da first two lines of da song, bt i knw wht da second two lines mean. and i wont say for sure, tt its goin t be a disney-like happy endin shld i cling on so hard t this rltp (or for da matter, make you cling on so hard too), and not let go, bt i rly dnt wna give up without tryin. da beginnin is alws da toughest, and for now, i hardly have time t spare bcos of work. and trust me, all i do is crazy-work every single day so i cn be a dollar closer t being wit you. everyone wnts e best of both world, if i cld, i rly dnt wnt t work, and id rly rather spend all my time talkin t you. baby, i knw nths rly da same anymore. i feel like such a burden t you. makin you hold on so hard jst bcos of selfish me.. i knw youre tired. i am too, bt thoughts of strollin down pretty beaches, soakin up e melb sun tgt wit you is rly whts keepin me goin. rly, YOU are whts keepin da fire in me burnin. i tremble wit tears as i blog wyn, i rly didnt expect things t take such a drastic turn. i rly want all these t be jst some sick joke or prank, for you t tell me tt you will still be ard t take my hand and walk dwn tt beach tgt. bt tts hardly da story anymore right? for wht its worth, im rly still clingin on. and if i cld have one wish, id wish for you t be holdin on t da faith, da faith of our rltp..